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calumfan ([personal profile] calumfan) wrote2007-10-28 02:33 am

Up too late, need some sleep

It's almost 3am and I am still awake, I guess this is what happens when you don't eat al day, don't take your meds and drink a bottle of Mountain Dew at midnight.

1) Need to wave *Hi* to all new members and old (well not older but less new) members of my flist, welcome to my insanity!!

2) Just got off the phone with [personal profile] bonorattle we literally killed the battery on her home phone.  Of course this was after she literally killed the battery on her cell phone with [profile] starleigh 

2a) I have now learned that I have free 24/7 long distance with my Comcast phone plan AND free 3-way calling.  Yeah no good is going to come from this nugget of information, I expect many 3-ways while hubby is away at work ;)

3) Plans are being laid for forthcoming trips with friends, I am so excited I can't wait!!  Girls Weekends Hooray!!!!

4) My dear friend Michelle had her baby yesterday, Kianna Marie, I got to see her today and brought my son to the hospital.  He was a riot and brought tears to my eyes when he had this exchange with my sister who was holding Kianna
Sis: Mikey do you want to see the baby
Mikey: Please 
Sis: Be careful, be gentle
Mikey: *leans down and gently touches the baby's hair*

Yeah my heart melted. I even held Kianna which was scary because even though I have a child,Mikey was in the ICU for 10 days before I was able to hold him, I've never held a "newborn"

5) I must apologize for all recent emo or cryptic posts. Sometimes I have a hard time and speak before I think or fully comprehend the situation. I've deleted them, I wasn't looking for drama or being an attention junkie, just a knee-jerk reaction to information that when the dust settles I realize I have done something too rashly. So here's the big apology:

I promise to keep my emotions in check and not post anything cryptic that may cause undue stress or worry on anyone in my flist. I love you all more than you know and I just feel horrible.

6) I have to add these because dang it, "Guardian angels" was love

By the amazing [profile] colorofangels

7) Not to mention the pics of Hugh from the Oct 17th presser



By the utterly amazing [profile] u_fisch
 

[identity profile] coffeebits.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 10:25 am (UTC)(link)
I understand the cryptic emo post, I was holding myself from making one.

Congrats for your friend for having a baby.

[identity profile] calumfan.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww sweetie, I love you, please be ok. There's so much I wanted to say but it wasn't my place.

That baby made me want to have another but I can't

[identity profile] coffeebits.livejournal.com 2007-10-29 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
I understand.

I'm sorry darling <3

[identity profile] calumfan.livejournal.com 2007-10-29 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
ou are so much love my dear :)

[identity profile] psyche-cuore.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
That Guardian Angels banner is so amazing, I'm in love with it.

That's so exciting that you're planning girls weekends etc. I'm trying to get out of the house and be more social lately too, so I'm going to free concerts and outdoor ballet, and learning to lindy hop, lol. Must kidnap my best friend for another roadtrip soon too. I hope you have fun! :)

[identity profile] calumfan.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I found that banner last night I thought I MUST HAVE IT!

Look at you getting all busy and out there. I don't have much of a life outside of my family so this will be good for me. My hubby says he's never seen me so happy and giggly on the phone before than when I'm with [livejournal.com profile] bonorattle and the rest, it's a good feeling to have girlfriends again

[identity profile] psyche-cuore.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Look at you getting all busy and out there

It's actually just a clever excuse to forget the fact that I can't find a job...if I didn't have something occupying my mind I'd be seriously depressed.

[identity profile] lostforhouse.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
4. That's so adorable with Mikey! Aw!

5. I'm going to keep mum about everything and it will either 1. hopefully go away as a bad thing, or 2. when it comes out we can all go, 'Oh We knew that!' lol

Those banners are lovel

[identity profile] calumfan.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
4) He's an angel that's for sure

5) Yeah, I'm hoping it is stuffed under the rug and never sees the light of day.

I figured you'd like the first!

[identity profile] bonorattle.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
1) They have no idea what they're in for

2) I am afraid to check the current balance of my verizon wireless bill online

2a) Just name the day & the time. lol

3) We are going to be the Three Stooges together

4) I love Mikey. He's so getting Cheddar Goldfish. Boxes of them.

5) I feel horrible too. The last thing I want to do is post anything that may be deemed a PAY ATTENTION TO ME tactic.

7) !!! That be on my profile, twinneth. lol

[identity profile] calumfan.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
1) I don't bite........hard ;)

then again with Sarah and Anna being new to the flist, I have a feeling they will not be frightened away :)

2) Well come Feb we won't have to worry about that anymore and right now I'm free baby!!!!

2a) I'll text you as soon as Shannon's gone. Between 1 and 1:30. ust ntify anna!

4) ANd he will love you forever for the cheddar goldfish. See you are his twinneth in the goldfish dept. And his father well.....*wink*

5) Yeah I am so NOT an attention seeker. it's hard when we are spread out all over the place and trying to communicate. Lessons learned

7) My new banners are LOVE!

[identity profile] house-luvr.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 03:06 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* You are the best person and I just love the fact that you are a friend. Anytime you need anything you know where to find me. Your son sounds so sweet and I would have melted too when he wanted to touch the baby. Thats just beautiful and classic. Don't worry about the posts I totally understand. I wondered what it all was about, but figured I didn't miss anything important. :O

Love the banners and [livejournal.com profile] u_fisch is absolutely the best at captureing Hugh/House the way I like to see him. Love it!!

*hugs* Have a wonderful Sunday!

[identity profile] calumfan.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks sweetie. I promise if anything comes from this and it's out there it will be discussed. NEver meant to shun or upset anyone.

[livejournal.com profile] u_fisch is amazing!!!

[identity profile] hannagreen20.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I promise to keep my emotions in check and not post anything cryptic that may cause undue stress or worry on anyone in my flist. I love you all more than you know and I just feel horrible.

Hey as woman it's are God-given right to be emotional. If we feel like it all the time or once in a while, so don't feel bad. You were upset and you needing to vent. Isn't that way LJ is for?

Hooray for three-ways!

Wait,-er, well you know what I mean! (stop laughing!)

[identity profile] calumfan.livejournal.com 2007-10-28 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks sweetie, I felt so horrible after the adrenaline wore off, it was like aww man what did we do!

Thanks for being so understanding.

I'm a three way virgin LOL!