An epiphany of sorts and other randomness

[calumfan]

1) You know something is meant to be when you learn from your friend that she was going to dial your number the exact moment you ring her. Scary but leads credence to the therory of Twinnery M'colleague!

2) I realized today that for all my protests or denials, I still tend to view certain situations and people with rose colored glasses.  Thanks to a random comment on the phone I realized, you know what, you are right!  The glasses have come off and certain things are viewed differently and I'm OK.  

Life isn't perfect and neither are people. 

Never place someone on a pedestal so high that they are bound to fall off no matter how much you think you know them.

Don't fight the battle if you are the only one willing to take a stand.

3) I hate work sometimes. I hate being asked a question that there's no way in Hell I can answer accurately.  Thank God I love my boss and she's one of my greatest friends.

4) I really need to keep going to the gym. I can pinpoint my slip into further sadness by when I stopped working out.  It felt great tonight and I can't wait to go again.

5) My kick ass random iPod track selection while I was working out.  It greatly assisted in my epiphany listed above.  Here's the songs.
-If you wear that velvet dress - Bono and Jools Holland (this song is teh sex, it has inspired me beyond belief)
-Be Nice - Hugh Laurie and Stephen Fry
-Good Life - Kayne West
-Feel Good INC - Gorillaz
-Figured You Out - Nickelback (Yes I'm ashamed I have a Nickelback song on my iPod, but it's a dirty song)
-Shut Up and Drive - Rhianna
-Just Like a Pill - P!nk
-Rock Your Body - Justin Timberlake
-Minnie the Moocher - BFTV
-Control - Puddle of Mudd (another delightfully dirty song)
-Deja Vu - Beyonce'
-Apologize - Timbaland featuring Onerepublic
-Big Pimpin'/Papercut - Jay-z/Linkin Park mash-up
-Da Baddest Bitch - Trina
-Semi Charmed Life - Third Eye Blind
-Darling Nikki - Foo Fighters (Do I need to explain why this song is hot?!)
-March of the Pigs - Nine Inch Nails

Yeah this song list pwned me.

6) *snort* My son's Baby Einstein DVD just said "WOMBAT" LOL

Comments

[hannagreen20.livejournal.com]

I love when I see things that have House meanings (Like "wombat" on baby Einstein)

I need to go back to the gym. The exercise really helped with my depression

[calumfan.livejournal.com]

I laugh everytime I hear "Wombat"

I promise I will answer the Happiness meme tomorrow.

I haven't really liked who I've become lately (wanting to sleep all day, snapping at people, my emotions everywhere) and I'm not letting it rule me anymore. It's hard and a struggle but I've got to try :)

Hugs to you my dear, thank you for everything.

[hannagreen20.livejournal.com]

Your welcome.

I completely understand where you're coming from. My day off today was half sick day/half mental health day. Mostly just because I can't sleep and I've been so grouchy.

Answer the meme whenever your ready. Ooo,I want to email you so we can gossip.

Gossip mongering is my new favorite pasttime.

Well, that and Scrabulous.

[calumfan.livejournal.com]

My favorite sites are www.dlisted.com and www.pinkisthenewblog.com. I also visit www.tmz.com

It's a bad addiction, I don't like to see people I care about in the news but like Britney, that junk is just OMG!

[hannagreen20.livejournal.com]

She brings on herself! Who fights for custody and goes out and parties all night long and expects to win?

And who where's that kind of outfit? I'll tell you.

Trailer Trash Barbie that's who.

And this is someone who was raised in trailer parks.

God she gives us a bad name.

[calumfan.livejournal.com]

And who where's that kind of outfit? I'll tell you.

Trailer Trash Barbie that's who.

OMG, that was my first thought when I saw it.